This radio show host long been warning about the corruption, lies, financial chicanery, COINTELPRO/Disinfo spinmeisters and unseemly characters who populate so-called “alternative media”. Roxie Lopez, a well-respected journlist/talk show host outlines below how deep into the brown matter this space has sunk.
It is not news to anyone who has heard my screeds on Project Camelot, Michael Hemmingson (a/k/a “Former White Hat Operative”), or followed the tragedy of murdered blogger/MKUltra abductee, Khris Neal. I have watched first-hand the rapid decay of David Icke’s Peoples Voice Network and personally know some of the people who got screwed by PVN. Then, there is Revolution Radio: a nest of snakes that continue to promote some of the darkest agents in the webosphere. Meanwhile, it seems that the best people to present the TRUTH about all of this are the few uncorrupted souls who walked into this fray unawares…MORE TO FOLLOW THIS YEAR. -Randy Maugans
Forwarded via Alfred Lambremont Webre at http://exopolitics.blogs.com/
Roxy LopezFirst of all I would like to thank my listeners and viewers for their undying support and loyalty. This is exemplary of your savviness and ability to see the truth without any facts in place regarding my swift departure from the radio station known as Revolution Radio, freedomslips.com. Without you, I would not have had the courage to continue reporting the truth to a world that desperately seeks transparency. The following statements are facts surrounding my departure from Rev Radio on December 6th, 2013. Hopefully this will serve the public with suffice evidence of the accounts that took place.
Note: 2013 was the year that global media controllers moved in on any of us in alternative media that were actually making a difference. If you were any good at what you were reporting in the media,then you got attacked,smeared, fired, or you are now deceased. This is not an accident, this is an intentional operation to wear down good journalists and for the record, and I am not the only journalists that this has happened to. The attacks have been a divisive tool by the controllers to split us all up: Remember those hosts I brought over to Rev Radio, most of them are no longer my friends. They did not stand with me when this all took place.It has been a war on our minds, and last but not least, an assault on our credibility as journalists. Nothing less than a smear campaign.
My statements are as follows:
I have been an alternative media journalists, radio show host, and documentary maker for the past four years in an effort to create awareness for the public and 2013 was a very successful year for alternative media global transparency for the public. The Truth Denied had made its mark and a serious turning point was about to occur. The events that took place throughout the year seemed to be increasingly strenuous in hindsight, so I now refer to it as a “slow kill” for journalists who had integrity in their reporting. Where did it all begin?
I was contacted in 2011 by Revolution Radio to host a prime time position, but turned it down several times, as I was currently conducting radio shows in 2 prime time slots at American Freedom Radio. As I picked up momentum and listenership at AFR, I began to observe a lack of transparency regarding the stations money stream. After several months of being an AFR host, I was told by the station owner Mr. Danny Romero that if I sold advertisements on my show, I could make an income stream. I have been a volunteer from the start (meaning I did not have an income stream) so this was a no brainer. I set out to introduce myself to advertisers and found two companies that were willing to sponsor my shows, but within a week, I was fired on a Friday night right after my LIVE show aired, and to this day feel I was never given a proper explanation. AFR’s owner Danny Romero called me after the show and said “We love you but….we have to let you go, you’re fired.” (How do you fire a volunteer who raises money for your station?). What a strange concept, your fired?
I later found out that Mr. Romero wanted the sole income stream from my radio shows, so you see once I found my own advertisers, Danny Romero would have had to share some of the money with me as he had promised. I was no longer of any use for him, so he canned me.
FYI: I received a note a week ago from Sean David Morton that “Danny Romero had been busted for a meth lab at his studio. “. I cannot prove this, but I can verify that Romero’s AMERICAN FREEDOM RADIO literally vanished from the airwaves in December of 2013.
UPDATE from one of our listeners: The Danny Romero story has officially been vetted. Please feel free to read the story yourselves, yes Danny Romero owner of American Freedom Radio got busted for operating a meth lab. (Thank you to Charles Kafka)
It was at this juncture that Revolution Radio re-approached me to conduct LIVE shows, so I decided to I accept the volunteer position, as well negotiated some form of trade or exchange for my work. The final agreement that was struck between Rev Radio and THE TRUTH DENIED TALK RADIO was simple, moving forward I would receive a recorded copy of my edited version of my radio shows in exchange for conducting professional radio interviews with Freedomslips.com. Looking back, I must say that it was off to a rocky beginning with the weekly abuse from the station owner who was difficult to deal with most of the time, though he eventually provided me with my shows, and I moved forward to advertise all shows and the station on my websites and blogs, at my expense..
By 2013, the already rocky relationship with the owner Mike Ringley (aka Nighthawk) had become increasingly abusive and it was reported to me by those who volunteered at the station that Mike R was “drinking excessively in combination with prescription pills” as his health was declining. I reached out to Mike R. and asked what I could do to help, and his responses to me were full of anger and hatred towards me and all of the hosts in general, he was obviously in a downward spiral. Shortly after contact with Mike R., I was approached by station manager Joe Latoja (otherwise known as “Tones”) who was (his words not mine) calling me to ‘talk me off of the ledge’, because I had previously expressed my disappointment with the complete unprofessionalism and incompetency of the station, especially when it came to the adversarial tactics of its owner that were increasingly becoming random and abusive. Joe Tones had stated at the time that “It’s become a full time job just talking hosts off of the ledge, so many were leaving and complaining about being mistreated, so much so that he felt bad that no one ever thanked the hosts for there work” “Tones” would ask me to stay and promise to take care of my needs, which by this time were simply “Can you please keep this guy (Nighthawk) away from me?” “Tones” assured me he would handle this. This did not happen. Hawk would not stop the attacks and verbal abuse towards me.*Note: (Is ‘Tones’ Mike R.’s ‘handler’?)
Keep in mind that I never missed a show, never took a day off, worked through holidays and I was never late to my own show. I treated the “job” as though it were a paid position, as well treated all of the volunteers at RR with respect until the very end.
The escalation looked like this: (You may ask yourselves, how did I hang in there all that time?)
- Disjointed sentences, angry remarks in the radio stations private Skype chat along with random calls that all hailed from the owner Mike R. that came ‘out of the blue’ accusing me of being an incompetent idiot .
- ( Instead of responding in kind, I would ask what I could do to help, and all I received was more vial and repulsive remarks from him. I chocked it up to “Well, he is one unhappy guy, I think I will just steer clear of him.)
- Increasing technical difficulties during the live shows, and when I attempted to sort them out with the station, I would not get solutions, rather more problems and demands from the station to “get my act together”.
- By summer of 2013, I had spent in excess of 100 hours on the phone with my producer ( who goes by the name of “Amadpainter”), and ‘Tones’, as well a woman named ‘Catt”. (It was an attempt to repair any technical problems, as well a way to circumvent and prevent further communication from Mike R. and perhaps some type of intervention for the radio station for management and unity amongst the hosts, which by this time had grown to roughly 60 hosts. ‘Amadpainter’ assured me that management and volunteers at the station were speaking to ‘Hawk” on my behalf to not only keep Mike R. away from me but “ fighting to keep me at the station because my listenership was constantly increasing, and that they “needed professionals like Roxy Lopez to sustain a credibility with listeners as a whole”.
- Listeners wrote in asking if I was okay because they had seen Mike R. aka Nighthawk in the Rev Radio chat room going off on members, losing his mind, and listeners were getting concerned for my safety.
- In 2013, I had brought many hosts to the Freedomslips.com Radio station, hosts that were friends and colleagues of mine for the sole purpose of helping (my friends) to expand their public forums. Friends like Cathy Bilsky, Bernard Alvarez of the GIC, Sallie Elkordy (who in turn brought Dr. Rebecca Carley), Dr. Wil Spencer and others. I began to reach out to other Rev Radio hosts, introduce myself and let them know if there was anything I could do to help.
- By late summer, even my guests and colleagues were observing the abusive and insulting behavior coming from Mike R. and began calling me to ask what they could do to help. I had scheduled radio interviews booked out 2 months in advance, so cancelling future shows was not an option. I was compelled to pull up my bootstraps, and used the word “onward” often.
- To my dismay, the level of abuse coming from Rev Radio escalated and now station volunteers were calling to tell their side of the story, one in particular named ‘Catt’, called me several times asking for my help with Nighthawk (aka Hawk, aka Mike Ringley), that perhaps he needed “treatment’, as in ‘rehab for addicts’. Even then I was willing to help, but made it very clear that I could not be a part of the intervention, but I could put them in good hands. I later found out that every single time the station called me on the phone, CATT had recorded it. Isn’t this illegal? Right around this time, Hawk spouted out in a Skype chat room that “I don’t even drink alcohol! I don’t need help wtf!!!!” Yes one more time, I was the escape goat and the ‘bad guy’.
- I finally began to put my foot down by telling my producer ‘Amadpainter’, that I would either have to leave the station, or that ‘Hawk”,’Catt’, JustinTime aka who knows?) ” needed to stay away from me. I believed that ‘Amadpainter’ was my friend, so I began to tell him everything, which in the end turned out to be me playing right into the “game”. He turned out to be equally disloyal and fed the station managers all of my thoughts and future game plans.
- In 2013 , many hosts were walking off the air, leaving on vacations and never returning to Rev Radio, getting fired and being replaced with voices/hosts who spouted nothing but non- truths, drama, and ZERO facts to support their claims. The station was going downhill fast, being overrun with liars……..how could this happen, and why would anyone want this to happen? Nighthawk (aka Hawk, aka Mike Ringley) opened up a channel for himself and began assaulting the public LIVE on the air, calling everyone names all the way up to the President of the USA. He was clearly out of control like a bullet train without brakes! What happened to the original intent of the station, isn’t this supposed to be about the TRUTH? Love? Unity? Competition to the Mainstream junk?
- December 2013, I received a phone call from ‘Tones’, aka Joe Lantoja, aka Joe Tones, aka Joe Latona. (now the X-manager of Revolution Radio aka freedomslips.com) He let me know that he had quit Rev Radio and was calling to let me know he was taking a trip to Egypt, and upon his return, he would like to put together a new radio station, one with integrity and truth, etc. During the conversation he asked me to ‘PLEASE not quit Rev Radio, hang in there until he returned from Egypt”. He also asked that I not talk to ANYONE about his plans. He also gave me a list of who he would take from the station with him, and explained that he would like this to happen all in one day. His departing words were “This is WAR.”. The entire conversation turned out yet to be one more lie; he is still with Rev Radio behind the scenes. Just another game plan to keep me in Rev Radio’s sights.Just another head trip, psyop essentially ‘more of the same tactics’.
- Note: I have to ask WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE living in the shadows who remain faceless?
- By December 6th, 2013, my scheduled radio show with guest Dale Boswell was hijacked by RR and I walked off the air, never to return. It has not ended there, and in a future report, I will update you all of the fallout from just that one night.
2013 was the year that global media controllers moved in on any of us in alternative media that were actually making a difference. If you were any good at what you were doing, you got attacked,smeared, fired, or you are now deceased. This is not an accident, this is an intentional operation to wear down good journalists and for the record, and I am not the only journalists that this has happened to. The attacks have been a divisive tool by the controllers to split us all up: Remember those hosts I brought over to Rev Radio, most of them are no longer my friends. But that is a story for another day, and I will report on this to keep you in the know.They did not stand with me when this all took place. They said that Nighthawk was “possessed, evil , a drug addict, an alcoholic,but they would not state any of this publicly. It has been a war on our minds, and last but not least, an assault on our credibility as journalists. Nothing less than a smear campaign.A more sinister take would be the possibility that they are an agency whose sole purpose is to slander and dis-empower good journalists.
Would you like to know who stood with me? It may surprise you to learn that my guests (and I mean all of them) my TTD team, and last but not least, you the public!
Now let’s ask ourselves something here?
- Why is it NOT okay to ask where all the money is going, all the donations, all the paid subscriptions…..why is there no transparency? I was required to raise money every single show, and if I missed just one of those announcements on the LIVE shows, I heard all about it.
- You may ask why it took me over 5 weeks to report this to you.
- You may ask what I conclude.
I have only this to offer you.
For those of you who have walked through pain, for those of you are still in pain, this is for you.
I have testified to the truth of my experience. I was afraid to come forward with the truth for fear that my website and blog sites, Facebook and exterior social media sites, and You Tube Channels would get hacked. I wanted the truth to stay out there, and I did not want to risk it all going down in flames. My husband and I had one of the most sad holiday seasons with our sweet kitty Harley sick and dying, and he finally was put to sleep on December 26th, 2013. I died that day as my husband Steve crumbled right alongside of me. Our hearts were destroyed, it was the final straw and I personally soon fell into a deep depression. The year that I struggled through all of this chaos, deceit, assaults, abuse, attacks…..and now our sweet sick Harley’s passing, had now been the death of me. It kicked me in the gut so hard that I fell to the floor and stayed there.
I was numb, and in this void I accepted my own death, and left everything that I had worked so hard to achieve behind me. I cried for days, I purged my insanity on the phone with friends and family. I got so angry, sad, lost, and lonely inside of myself. I felt useless, passionless, floating in an abyss of nowhere land. I felt powerless, and the land of ‘hope’ had quickly become a mirage. The world in which I once knew was now beyond a matrix of lies; I felt I had been forever shackled to a prison wall, and left to die. But the life lines were there, the phone kept ringing, the love kept pouring in, the public kept praying, and then my world ended.
And then something miraculous happened. I came to realize that even though the storm of 2013 was the worst assault on my life I had ever experienced, somehow I was still here. Beat up and confused, but nevertheless, I was still here. I walked through the flames, only to emerge a better and more complete soul.
How the hell did this happen?
I share my story with you all in hopes of lending my inspiration and my knowing that we are all beings of light. We are all here to enjoy the fellowship of one another, and we are most definitely passed a tipping point of resolve, once and for all. We must stay together, walk, talk, pray and share ourselves with one another. Share your truth, use your voice, and inspire others to do the same.
Love is so important, love hurts but it also heals.
I will never be censored again.
I will not participate in ANY fund raisers for radio stations, donation platforms,websites, etc. ever again unless the money is transparent to the PUBLIC.
I will not broadcast at any radio station (internet or otherwise) if I have to raise money for them without transparency, including David Ickes THE PEOPLE’s VOICE.
***Please read host and alternative media journalist Sonia Poulton’s story, as she left TPV because of the same issues concerning lack of transparency due to possible misuse of donations.Read her statement here.http://soniapoulton.co.uk/page13.htm
Sonia Poultan begins by stating :
“I have been overwhelmed by the support I have received following my departure from The People’s Voice on Monday, January 6, 2014.
This is my statement of events.
During the brief period when I worked as a full-time journalist and presenter at The People’s Voice office in Wembley – every week day, sometimes 12 hours a day for the period from November 18th to January 6th – various volunteers and staff made alarming comments to me about the financial accounting at The People’s Voice.
I was told that public money had been ‘squandered’, ‘spent unwisely’ and ‘in an easy-come, easy-go manner’. I was informed that various pieces of equipment, including a handheld camera, had ‘gone missing’. It was alleged that money had been paid to someone who did not warrant being paid and who shared a property in Wembley with David – amongst other accusations.
Given these suspicions I was not happy with David Icke and Sean Adl-Tabatabai – TPV’s station manager – suggesting a second telethon on January 3, 2014. This was to raise more money for TPV following a two-week Christmas break from live programming.
I realised that the public, who had already donated far in excess of £300,000, was losing some goodwill towards TPV – and for a number of reasons.
I felt, as did other members of staff who said it to me – but did not have the courage to say it to David Icke directly – that all financial dealings should be public and transparent.
I believe, and conveyed this to David Icke, Sean ADL and Liz Roberts – in their respective roles as Station Manager and Production Manager – that all money paid out – including expenses and staff wages should be published monthly. This idea never progressed beyond the asking stage.
This, and other issues reached a head for me on Friday night when I was asked to take part in the telethon to raise money even though I didn’t know entirely where the previous public money had gone to.
I should add I refused point blank to take part in the first telethon in early November before the station had even launched. Not only was I unimpressed with some of the content of that telethon, as a representation of TPV, but I felt there was something wrong in asking the public for more money BEFORE they had seen even one programme.
So it was that I was not happy to do this latest telethon but I did it because I wanted TPV to succeed.
Despite my misgivings, I put my heart into it including organising a Question Time-style panel and a film recorded on New Year’s Eve about people who are doing important activism to make positive changes to our world.
I was, and remain, proud of this input – and output – and all the people involved in making this happen and all for only the petrol money to cover the filming. ” To continue reading, click here http://soniapoulton.co.uk/page13.htm
I will not volunteer my time to a radio station that has an abusive staff and a less than professional platform.
I will update you on where your donations and contributions to radio stations and organizations really goes?
Hint: The money does not go to the hosts and journalists.(I will report on this later.)
How many hosts were banned from the airwaves in 2013 alone? (I will follow up on this as well and give a descriptive and alarming report.)
Listen folks, I am still learning to crawl, and that’s okay. I will not tolerate injustice, liars and thieves and those demonic forces that have been having a hay day on planet earth. Together we are all bigger than that, we are unique, we have evolved, some quicker than others, but this does not concern me.
WE ARE ALL MASTERS in our own right peeps.
WE ARE STILL STANDING.
WE ARE MORE THAN JUST SURVIVORS.
WE ARE LIGHT. (ONLY light can expose the dark corners of the matrix.)
UPDATE PIECE to be released this week.
Now let’s talk about my shows with David Icke’s THE PEOPLE’s VOICE. What happened to my show with TPV that was to begin in November of 2013? What is going on with THE PEOPLE’s Voice? You are not going to like this; I will have the story up later today, so stay tuned. I want to thank journalist Sonia Poulton who has given me the courage to share my experience at TPV and for publicly coming forward with the same issues that I have had.
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First: a HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014 to All!
Some have been asking about my absence and the future of the radio shows:
I had, for over five months, been experiencing chronic fatigue/chronic pain which was slowly pulling down my immune system, and my ability to function day-to-day. OffPlanet Radio went on sudden hiatus on November 29, 2013, after I experienced physical problems stemming from an infection which required a surgery, 4 days in the hospital, two visits to ER for medication complications, and over a month of convalescence and extended medications to eradicate the infection.
I have chosen to go “off line” during this time, and for at least the next month, to both heal, and also introspect on directions this show, and other projects should proceed.
It is said that every adversity holds a gift. Mine has been the time to go inward and experience a Shamanic journey. We take things like our well-being far too lightly, until it begins to fail…and like-wise we can see that so much of what we do is really a “near life experience”.
I want to thank my friends, who were aware of my situation, for their prayers, energy, and well-wishes. I will return in late January—stronger, wiser, and a bit more humble. The work will continue, but at a more human pace, and with an informed perspective.
2014 will be a year of massive shifts…take time to place an ear to the Earth and hear what is moving. We are all part of an amazing time of rapid changes. Embrace good and bad as equal and opposite poles of the coming unification. Everything that can be shaken…shall!
January 12, 2014
My name is Joshua McCoy, and I am a retired combat vet of the U.S. army. I served proudly, and with honor. I have had 34 years of life experience of having a natural curiosity towards the mystery of things. I have looked into a vast majority of multi cultural, and scientific explanations in regards to these matters. It really picked up again approximately around 2009-2010 when I had watched a movie called “The Fourth Kind”.
This movie blew my mind, and opened a new door for me in my curiosity wich led to researching the Ancient Alien phenomenon. It was around this same time a t.v. show was introduced called Ancient Aliens
This show was very amazing to me due to the scientific aproach to explaining some of the worlds greatest mysteries. This program used references to just about any, and all cultures, and beliefs from ancient Sumeria, to Christianity, to even include Nordic, and Hindu lore. I had found startling evidence that lead to some truth but things still didn’t add up.
This is where my life changed. I had always felt that there was more out there, and that there was more to our history, and reality than what has been taught. I just had a gut feeling. So not being a religious person in anyway I said a type of Abrahamic prayer in a way by accident, or by guidance. It went something like this:
I began by saying that I always had a feeling there was signs of truth to what I was studying, but I had gone as far as I could go, and said that I was stuck, and needed guidance.I then directed my prayer saying whoever is out there, and is the biggest, the most high to guide me to the truth, and guidance.
Later that night as I was continuing my own research into the mystery schools, and ancient religions that I asked myself which one have I not looked into. For some reason The Quran popped into my head for the first time. I have to say I was blown away at the explanations they produced, and was also astonish at the lack of insight, and knowledge of these things outside of the middle east.
I will try to give a brief example of such. Lets take ghost for example. In the Quran it is explained that there are 3 types of intelligent life in the universe. The universe as we know it was created, and started by sound vibrations. These vibrations vibrated at a rate that produced light, and from that light energy life forms called angels. Next another intelligent life form was produced from a smokeless fire(Plasma energy) the Djinn. And finally when the universe started to cool a carbon based life form humans. Each human is born with a Djinn inside.
We know today our body contains a certain amount of electricity that could be measured or conveyed to be just like a battery. Apparently they are tied into our make up as a human, and are a huge part of the interaction of one side of our brain that is imaginative. We are constantly going back and forth from the imaginative side of our brain, and the cognitive truthful side. This struggle is what is referred to as Jihad, despite what is taught in mainstream.
These particular unique type of Djinn are with us from cradle to the grave, and know all of our personal thoughts, and details. When we die this Djinn can take on our appearance as Ghost, and that they try to communicate with other family members, or persons with specific details about the person who passed away. By providing a simple truth, or detail to the relative or person opens the person to the world of the occult practices wich opens them up for abduction experiences, or hauntings. There is a lot more detail to the matter but I just wanted to give a short example.
Around 1400 years ago shamans, or sorcerers would exchange information with the Djinn for personal information of others in exchange for sacrifices, or dna samples like hair, blood, or fingernails as an example. These Djinn would travel to the heights and stack up on one another so that they could listen in on information exchanged between the angels. After the Prophet Muhammad came into being this was no longer allowed by the jin, and would be shot down. This ties into the lore of wishing on shooting stars. In Islam we are not allowed to do this because it might be a Djinn being shot down, and our wish, or prayer could save them from a certain doom. Here is an possible example of Djinns doing this.
They obviously still do this at great risk. I hope I have been able to share some cool insight into explanation into some of these mysteries from a culture rarely talked about. I will provide a few more links to help further some insight into the paranormal. I appreciate the opportunity to share my story, and experience in these matters. May the Schwartz be with you <(-.-)>
This is a video that explains a gret deal about the Djinn from a western scholar.
This is an awesome video into the Islamic perspective, but what is really amazing is the second half of the video wich gives scientific evidence towards the theory of the Djinn, and the earth is like a giant genie bottle, and zeus’s thunderbolt.
A few times over the past recent years I have visited Cindi Sansone Braff at her home on the eastern end of Long Island for a reading of what she could foresee happening in my future life. Cindi also would give advice as she received it concerning the people and events going on in my present day life as well.
Cindi Sansone Braff
I enjoyed my visits with Cindi and found that her forecasts of how my life was going to unfold were usually correct making my time with her a valuable tool in guiding my way through a few difficult times that were ahead of me. Cindi’s ability to connect with what was ahead gave me time to reflect on issues I was destine to handle before they hit me in the face or took me by surprise.
I wanted to know more about Cindi and how she came to do what she does which has given her the title of ‘ Long Islands Best Psychic’. I decided it was time for me to interview Cindi..
Cindi does not look like a mystic or a medium however I am not sure what they are supposed to look like. Some I have known tend to dress in a dark dramatic way or wear strange jewelry or have mystical tattoos in order to try to portray a certain ambiance about them. Some live in homes that also are adorned with the dark or mystical symbols of the subject matter. It is sort of silly when you think about it and without question not part of Cindi Sansone Braff’s life , look or home.
Cindi has a lovely comfortable Long Island home in a typical country type Long Island town. Her home could belong to a school teacher, nurse or banker. In this case it is the home of Longs Island best psychic or as Cindi prefers to be called mystic/ medium.
Cindi Sansone -Braff
In appearance Cindi is a lovely looking woman who would fit in anywhere with any group of people. She is a f well dressed youthful woman making her ageless and attractive to those who meet her. Cindi does not look the part of the main stream psychic which makes her unique and interesting.
Cindi has a small office with a little round table in the corner and two comfortable chairs where she takes those who come to her for a reading. She uses Tarot cards however they are obviously only a tool for her to gain her concentration and I believe to find a starting place for the reading.
Once she sits with the person she is reading and relaxes into her chair she has you count out cards as she slides into what appears to me to be another state of mind. She is there with you fully however her focus is locked in another place that she connects with. From this point on Cindi will walk the reading to where she is receiving her messages and the reading begins.
I talked with Cindi about this method during my afternoon interview with her. She told me exactly what I had observed was the way she went about her readings. She does utilize the Tarot cards to gain insight into the person she is reading but also as a tool to keep the person focused on the cards as she placed her mind in the state it needs to be in order to receive the messages that she is given from those who give her the information she needs to help or read the person she is with. Once she is in this state she is told what areas to go concerning the person being read and she simply follows that information while using the cards to put it all together in what she is hearing, sensing or simply knowing about the person she is reading.
I asked if she ever came upon a person she could not read and she told me that it does happen and if it does she is truthful and tells them she is not able to receive information about them at that particular time. She told me some people block a reading and there is nothing she can do about that. She also told me that some people are blocked from being read by sources out of her control and although this is rare it does happen.
I asked Cindi if she had days she could not go into the state she needs to read or simply has off days.? She told me she really did not seem to have off days however she does turn off her ability while dealing with her everyday life or see would not be able to function. When she is living her life with her family and friends all others are blocked from her so she can refresh and enjoy her life. There have been occasions that her guides interrupt or enter when she has up her out to lunch or closed sign hanging but that only occurs when a situation around her absolutely needs to be addressed or dealt with by Cindi , like it or not!. These events rarely happen which leaves Cindi with the time to deal with both her private and gifted life.
Cindi did tell me that she found out that being around high energy filled areas does interfere with her ability to focus and read. She found this out when she was asked to be part of a large psychic fair that was being held in the middle of the Times Square area of New York City. The place was a mass of noise, people, lights and the energy that surrounds all those things.. She was not able to focus her mind as the interference of all the different energy’s made it impossible to clear her mind to allow the process of communicating with her guides, spirits and angels to connect with her. She knew from that point forward that she needed calm serene surrounding to properly channel the messengers from those that help her to enter her mind so she can deliver them to those who need to hear them.
I asked Cindi if she always knew she was different from others or gifted in ways many of us are not. She told me she knew she was different from a child onward but did not think much about it until her late teens. At that point in her life she had two different experiences in which she used the power of knowing things about other people that she should not have known and used her gift to get her way or make a painful comment that was not kind or fair. She felt overwhelmed with guilt each time and decided at the age of 19 not to use a power that allowed her to make dreadful decisions in unkind ways. She turned off her gift and kept it closed for 20 years. It would try to enter her life but she would push it away and turn from it. She was fearful of that kind of power and did not want it in her world during those years
Cindi lived a full and active life doing other interesting things as well as having a family and active social life with many friends. One of her friends is how Cindi found her way back to facing and using her gift. A close pal of Cindi”s was going to have a large social affair that she was planning for over a year. This friend knew Cindi had some type of interest or ability and simply kept after Cindi to agree to do Tarot card readings at her large affair. Cindi could not disappoint her pal and since it was an entire year away agreed to do it.
Considering what she agreed to do Cindi decided she had better sharpen her card reading skills as not to make a complete fool of herself when the time came for her to do the Tarot card readings.at her friend’s affair. She had a year to brush up on her skills and thought she would start by reading a book or two.
The year that followed was filled with not one book but many books being devoured by Cindy on the subjects concerning the gifts she was born with that she knew she possessed but up until now denied and kept locked in tight control so they would not surface. As Cindi educated herself about her own gifts she began to understand how she could help others by learning to use them making them an asset which others could benefit from.
They year passed, Cindi practiced her gifts and when the day came for her to read people at her friends affair Cindi not only was a hit she was found to be incredibly accurate in her readings. The rest of the story is history. Cindi mastered her gifts and for the last few decades has been a success in her ability to see into the life and times ahead for those who come to her for a reading.
I questioned Cindi as to what exactly happens to her when she reads someone. She told me she first has to sit with the person where she can focus her mind on what it needs to be in order to receive the messages concerning that person. She does use cards to concentrate her state of mind and as a tool but the real reading comes from the insight she receives from those that guide Cindi to the proper place for each specific person.
She refers to those who help her in different ways. She calls them her guides or spirits or angels , I even heard Cindi tell me some messages come directly from God concerning the people she reads.
I tried to pin down the exact mechanics of how this takes place but Cindi explained that it just does not happen in that manner. She told me it was impossible to put it in a neat little box as how this happens as it comes to her in many different ways.
Sometimes she channels the messages from an angel or guide concerning someone, other times the spirits of those around that person or even those around Cindi will intervene and push Cindi to a message or concern about the people she reads. She knows other sources are helping her or in many reading telling Cindi what message to give to the people. It is Cindi”s job to find a good way to deliver the message so the person will receive it in a helpful manner. Cindi told me she has had messages she did not want to deliver as they may have been severe or sad however she quickly learned that those gave this message to Cindi would not leave her alone until she told the person the message they were sending. She soon found ways of telling even hard news in softer ways but making sure the message was passed along to the person she was reading.
Of course there were times when Cindi had to break bad news to someone about an upsetting event that would be occurring and those receiving the news would become annoyed or sad at what she was saying however Cindi knew the message needed to be passed on and did so as carefully as she could. She also had to inform more than a few over the years that the new love in a person’s life was not as they wanted or it seemed to be and that would cause anger to those hearing what they did not want to hear. Cindi learned quickly that when her readings about love turned out to be correct the people would reappear for another reading knowing that Cindi knew what she was talking about. She usually knew when the right one was nearing the person’s life and Cindi always informed them of that as well.
Cindi told me it was not one thing that happened when she received the messages concerning the person she was reading that took place. Since Cindi receives her knowledge about the lives of people from different sources the messages come in different ways. She may feel what she needs to say. or hear it being told to her or see it in her mind. It depends on what form of help she is getting the message from. Those who work through Cindi and give her the information do it in many different ways. The glory of Cindi is that she is able to allow herself to channel all these things and deliver them to those who need to hear them.
I wanted to know how Cindi was able to function in her life outside of being a mystic medium as I would think this would be an exhausting way to live. She told me that one of the first things people like her learn is how to set up boundaries or an on and off switch as to when the outside forces can enter to work with her and when they need to stay away. She told me when she shuts the door for the day they usually respect her and stay away. She did tell me there have been moments when a message was of such importance that they did cross her closed door and that she accepted and followed their instructions as these messages were important and needed to be handled exactly at the time they were given. However as a way of life those who use Cindi to channel their messages to the living respect Cindi and her private life making her gift an ability they all can use in a fashion she can live with.
I wanted to know what it is that Cindi communicates with. She already explained that messages come in different ways from different sources that seem to surround the living. She told me that she her gift is the ability to communicate with that which watches and exists along with us. She told me she really does not need to categorize them in tight boxes nor does she do this as the messages come to her. She simply knows they are connecting with her in an effort to comfort or pass information forward to the living and enables that to happen by listening to the message regardless of the method of delivery and tries to deliver that message on to the living to the best of her ability. Sometimes it may be an image, or a smell and other times a strong message she hears as at times they clearly talk directly to her.
My question to Cindi was who are they? Her answer was that ‘they ‘ are many different forms of existing energies that share our space and time with us that most of us either do not have or lost the ability to sense, see or hear.
She talked about guides and angels and spirits as well as direction straight from the main energy or God of us all and of all things.
Cindy told me her messages or knowing from these sources also come in as many different forms as there are sources. She told me she may be lead to smell something or shown a glimpse of something like a beach or baby. She has to rely on her ability to feel the direction to take that kind of message. Other messages come as clear images of an event or seeing someone doing something. She can hear others clearly talk to her and then there is the unexplainable knowing which just pops into her head that is placed there by one of her guides or helpers. Cindi deals with the dead as well and communicates with the spirits that are around all of us.
I wondered if all of us walked around with guides, angels and spirits of loved ones watching over us. Cindi assured me that we all do however many of us do not seem to be aware of it. My next question was what should we all do to be aware of them and how can we use our helpers to walk through life?
Cindi told me that first we need to recognize the fact these energy forces are with us and working with us to negotiate the business of being a living being working through a human lifetime. Once we understand these forces are there for us we need to understand how to listen to them when they try to guide and help us.
Before we went any further I asked Cindi what happened to those who refused to believe that these things do exist. Did the guides, angels and spirits continue to linger alongside those who reject them or do they move on? To my surprise Cindi told me that they would move on to a soul who both accepted, needed and would listen to them before standing by one who blocked them out and refused to allow them to help them during their time on earth living a human life.
I did not anticipate that answer but thought it made sense. Why would they force someone to allow them to help them if they were dead set against it? If a soul is determined to take the hard cold road in life living in a closed world of denial they would have no choice but to find a soul who was looking to expand their learning experience during this life time on earth. I am sure many souls are here for hard lessons. Newer souls need many lessons. Being closed to the fact they have a soul at all surely is one of the first lessons which take that soul on cold hard roads. Figuring out the soul has an endless journey before its final destination takes a few trips around the human cycle of life for the souls experience to be understood as a learning event before it can complete it living a humans life. I imagine a few new souls in this area can upgrade if they consider these things and do tap into the energy sources there to help them. It is possible the souls who reject this help will find that the help will move on to those who want and are open to receiving their help. I would hope that the majority of us all walk around with our soul’s helpers and only a small minority reject their existence and guidance.
With that established I asked Cindi how we can communicate or understand what our guides, angels or spiritual helps are telling us. I wanted to know if we can test to know they are there besides us in order for us to trust they are listening to us when we need help.
Without hesitation Cindi laid out her guidelines for communicating with our guides.
1. Believe- you must understand and believe they are with you
2. Ask for proof that they are talking to us- ask God to help you with this proof.
3. Be fearless,-you cannot be afraid of your given helpers and must approach this with a fearless determination.
4. Just allow yourself to know this all is true, it is in the knowing that you will have the ability to receive the answers or road to help from your guides
5. Understand that you can be sent a message directly from God and those messages you will recognize at once and are the ones you should directly listen to.
Cindi told me if we all would follow this line of thinking we would all be able to benefit from the guides , angels, spirits and directions of God that are available and there for us all along our life journey. We are here to experience and learn. We need to try to learn from what we live in life and find our souls road that we live in our human existence. To benefit from our journey we need to try to listen to those who are sent to help us along the way.
Cindi told me it can be difficult to accept that we do have these helpers with us and we should not be afraid to ask them to show you that they exist. Ask your guides, your angels your spiritual helpers to show you a sign they are there. Ask them to show you a sign like flowers to cross your path or a certain number to come in your life over and over, or a song or whatever else that would let you know they are there. Ask them to show you something for you to know they are there with you .
When your proof arrives be fearless and start to talk to your guides and ask they to communicate to you the messages they have for you in a way you can understand them. Some may have an idea pop into your head that you know is not yours, or come to you in a clear dream , Some may send you direction by way of a good friend having a strong talk with you that is full of advice you desperately need. Others may be brought by chance to a place that can offer you answers to your questions. This is when we all need to pay careful attention to how our guides help us and closer attention to what they are telling you.
Cindi told me many people have learned to meditate where they ask their guides to talk to them and set a time to open their minds and focus on what is being said to them. The answers may come in hearing them talk to you or by having the message placed in your mind while you open your mind for them to communicate with you.
I know I have places where I go alone and sit in silence and simply allow my mind to be open after I ask the universe, my angels, and guides along with my passed over loved ones for help or answers. When I do this I often do find I am able to think clearly and find solutions that I believe have been offered to me by my own helpers.
Being open and fearless to this part of life is extremely important as if you fear this type of communication you most likely will block the ability for your own life helpers to get through to you on a level that we all need to achieve. Do not fear those sent to help you navigate the hard roads of your life journey.
Cindi is a very interesting woman who views life in a way larger than most of us with more options for exploring the life we live in human form. Not all of us have her ability to cross between the living and the dead, not all of us can accept the messages she does from her own guides about what is happening to those she reads. Her gift in hearing what is being told is clearly a communication that helps all those whose lives she receives messages about. Of course Cindi does encounter now and then people who she cannot read. It can happen but percentage wise she has been able to connect easily for the messages that are sent to her for those she reads.
Cindi will be interviewed by Randy Maugans and I on Off Planet Radio where we will be talking to her about all of these issues as well as available for your questions via our live chat room during the show. I will list show details at the end of this article.